jessicamazing

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2006-01-30T00:59:06Z

Need to.
Going to.
Will.
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jessicamazing @ 2005-10-25T21:14:00

2005-10-26T01:16:46Z

i dont know what to write. i started writing something but then my mind got clouded like the sky. i dont like the sky much these days.

jessicamazing @ 2005-09-21T22:25:00

2005-09-22T02:26:24Z

i forgot how much i love cruel intentions.

now i just downloaded the whole soundtrack and that basically is what my day consisted of besides the majority of it which was sleeping.

yeah, i'm so productive with my time i know.

jessicamazing @ 2005-09-19T16:06:00

2005-09-19T20:07:29Z

goddamn! riiiiise. whooomp. ?!Q?!?!!??!?@?!?!@$#?#@%^?#$YERD

jessicamazing @ 2005-09-15T21:02:00

2005-09-16T01:03:13Z

i don't liek this shitty weather.

p.s i can't wait for brett's birthday. that is all.

blachicicici

2005-09-14T03:02:22Z

goddamn its 10:43 and no one is alive in these parts. or probably just not on the computer, either way, i am very bored. cause i actually did all my homework, what a good student ha. okay chris turiello finally some human interaction.

ba da da. oh yeah so i'm definitely going to washington d.c. in the autumn, actually i'll make that more specifically november, since its practically almost fall, arrrrrrrrrr. but yeah so, young leaders of america WOO. dont know if im the most qualified for the job, but hey, itll look good, get me out of school for a few days, and also let me be freee of family and such. so, something to look forward to.

well not much else to say, and i should get some sleep so i can properly begin to access the right side of my brain tomorrow. riiight weitz, what a nut, okay, peeash.

so

2005-09-12T03:02:35Z

i was planning on starting this year off with a bang but hey i say that every year, and hey it just wouldn't be the same, so unfortunately for mr. r, i just don't know if i am going to complete my summer assignment

yeah and this weekend sucked a lot mainly because i did abso-fucking-lutely nothing, so that better change with this upcoming one. now i need to go find an object of some sort tht describes me. don't know, don't ask, crazy weitz. but yes for art! yeah well goodnight

jessicamazing @ 2005-08-03T18:16:00

2005-08-03T22:16:55Z

life is

full of
wonder.

jessicamazing @ 2005-07-28T08:43:00

2005-07-28T12:46:04Z

fuck. i gotta control. carli is taking her test right now and my phone is somewhere at her house i think. i looked, i couldnt find it so i really hope that its there the piece of shit it is adn everything. sleep is what i want, i have to go to work thoguh and this fact makes me very sad and uncomfrtable because i woulfd like to sleep/.

jessicamazing @ 2005-07-25T11:28:00

2005-07-25T15:37:27Z

so i have not updated since april and thought i'd start again since the only time i ever write in a journal is when i come home and actually scrawl with a pen an illegible mess that makes no sense the next morning. summer has been..mostly everything i could have looked forward to. especially since i am dreading going back to school in september. so i don't feel like elaborating much about every event in the past month, so going to recent: who would know that american idol could be so much fun? blueberry waffles with caramel swirl ice cream and syrup is better than the best. booohbahhhh. i love my friends. a lot. my ass really hurts from riding the bike of a small child, designed for a male, about a mile. i have to go get ready because i am going jetskiing. love

lemony snickets

2005-04-12T00:54:12Z

i'm sorry online journal i am apologizing to you i have neglected you but fear not for i am returned.

this past weekend went to ac with my aunt, was nice, saw a show, walked around, knitted.

after a thrilling family party sat. went to ash's with carli, then to swans. those kids are ausome, i enjoy their company very much and hope to be in it more often.

carli and ash and i went to the beach/ bw because it was just that nice, and in the midst of feeling like hippies decided to hemp out on the grass in the pleasant rays of the beaming sun. they are dumb and can't read things vertically.

which brings me to today. went to julianne's, where my sister came. [dance party+corruption] and then julz &i pranced out into the sunshine because it was so nice. so we took a little walk over to adam's after waiting 10 min. to cross freakin newtons cr rd, [no lie]..and rocked out to some bju minus the u. i love jams and kids.

got food. saw peeps. fun. cake batter ice cream is mmmmmm que rico. christie is done with mr. confuso, which is good for her, and i hope she is genuinely happy with relieving that burden because she is ausome and i love her. me and kelly are going skank shopping for some clubs, because there is nothing like getting your groove on. speaking of kelly, she passed algebra this marking period, everybody make a round of applause!

i am going to finish watchin glemony snicket's a series of unfortunate events. it is stupider than the books, but i am beat and movies like that are sweet.

californiaaa

2005-03-22T08:36:44Z

okay, so. it is 3:05 am and i sit here doing my history fair project that i got 6 weeks ago. i know, i'm a go-getter. i don't think i used that word right.

that's bad, but i seriously have the shortest attention span for these types of things. and you, journal, and myspace and instant messenger don't help a single bit. it's almost like i never care about doing projects or papers or any school work for that matter when i get it assigned and actually have time to do it, because i'm scared that i'll work hard on it and get just a decent grade, when i can just do it the morning of and get the same thing. maybe that's not true, i could probably do very well if i decided to start things when i should, i just like an excuse for always doing it last minute.

it's funny though, i was reading people's old journals and such, and it really is amazing the "research" that you can get done, [right lisa?] it's just weird to read things that you realize now coincided with your life at the time but you never knew it in the past. i shouldn't do it though. reading certain things just shouldn't be on my agenda right now.

i think i'm gonna go get some lemonade.

aw sugar. no more lemonade. i guess cranberry juice will suffice for now. project time again. shortbreak.

onlyyy a little more left. i am going to have the hugest bags under my eyes tomorrow.

i can't think of any more words right now besides witches Salem puritan and Devil, so i'm going to concentrate on the task at hand and bid you all adieu.

jessicamazing @ 2005-03-20T18:38:00

2005-03-21T02:54:26Z

as i go through the moods on the bottom of this page it agitates me to see the same faces over and over again for different emotions since all of them deserve different faces.

i don't know why i get like this i go from extreme goodness to down down down, and it just sucks kinda. whateva.

well this weekend was cool. saturday i had work, and then i forget what happened, but in any case my long lost best friend ashleigh decided to come over and it was nice. except for the fact that we calculated that we seriously hadn't seen each other in 3 months and that is very very unacceptable. anywho, we caught up on recent events, her lushness and such, [always makin me proud!], and hit up b&n for a sad excuse of a sandwich and a wasted 5 dollars at that, but brownies and rice krispy bars made up for it. as did carli. so yea, just talked, it was funny, especially when carli and i tried to mak eit seem like ash was out of the loop on some huge joke.

so then we traveled about 3458990 miles to target where we spent the whole hour trying to find a space that was out of sight from the black balls on the ceiling. and i got ausome earrings.

oh ya then we saw this kid working outside who ash ended up getting his number, for carli, since she made it seem like carli wanted him hard. and that was funny also.

and then ashleigh slept over and that was cute, and i need to see her again before 3 months goes by or i may not survive.

i don't feel like talking anymore. i'm happy at this moment, compared to before, no idea why, except my sister is making me leave, so, goodnight.

1 2 step

2005-03-19T04:46:54Z

so carli's was a success, i am stupid, but stupid is okay, as long as stupid works out, which it has, and life is good.

and tongith was e-don's sweet 16. it was eating and swimming and STEAMROOM and dancing and cake. being in the steamroom made me think about just how long it would take for a person to die if they started to have crazy hot sex in there. it makes you overheated enough as it is.

i'm tired now, probably because i never get any sleep since i work on projects last minute. erin and alana are making me start things early this weekend. we'll see how that goes. i could talk about a lot of things but that would just get me on a rant and i am quite weary as of now, so i have opted to go to sleep instead.

oh and p.s. to christie, mer-people SUCK. skin over fins. 4L.

jessicamazing @ 2005-03-16T13:59:00

2005-03-16T22:10:33Z

i really need to get out and do stuff during the week. life could be so much more interesting. maybe i'll start doing crafty things again too, i miss stuff like that and its bad that i haven't in a while. i also have dozens of projects yet to be started but you know what? i really do not give a shit.

i want to write stuff but not now, so later. i want to go to carli's when she gets home 1] because i love her and 2] i have some business to take care of.

and i want to have a toga party, really bad. it was funny, everybody really thought christie was going to have one, and brett asked if his mom could talk to x's mom somehow before saturday, i thought it humorous. but a toga party there will be, and i will have the fanciest toga of them all.

a sweet 16 however i don't think i'm feeeeelin anymore. one day in may all of my friends are invited to come to the beach for a giant party. even if it gets busted, it will be worth it. i want a giant bonfire and all the works. so spread the word. i'm going to do some homework because i procrastinate way too much.

goodbyeloves<3

jessicamazing @ 2005-03-15T16:05:00

2005-03-16T00:10:33Z

hello kids. this is weird because i'm not used to such a big area to write but thats cool and all. so. stuff. yea. wow. nothing to write about, really, and that's sad. uhhhhhm so today was last day of lax tryouts, and they are posting a list tomorrow. hmm. i don't have a good feeling. oh well..either way things will work out.

i should clean my room, i have a feeling this thing will join into conspiracy with myspace to make me a computer slave, but no, that cannot happen. i WILL have a life. later daze dawGaaas

lovejessica, marquee because i can.

so it seems..

2005-03-09T03:27:29Z

carli is definately hot. i mean, she's no jessica, that's for damned sure, but she's got an extreme level of sex appeal. hot damn, by golly, and gee wiz.